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[23 Feb 2006|02:45am]
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new show

warehouse
this saturday
we're headlining.

"when i say shotgun, you say wedding

SHOTGUN..."

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[27 Jan 2006|03:06am]
i have a xanga that i seem to be keeping up with.. i dont know how long it'll last, but enjoy it while it does. :)

www.xanga.com/dxbellis
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[24 Jan 2006|03:10am]
4 more days.

1.28.06
The Warehouse
all ages
7:00, $7
we go on at 8:30

you dont wanna miss this!
seriously.

~Daisy
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CHANGE IN PLANS [16 Nov 2005|07:18pm]
the masquerade show has been changed to 12/8.
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it'll be a cold day in hell before i ever update [09 Nov 2005|07:50pm]
we have three shows coming up in december! yes i know.. its gonna fucking rock of course.

12/2/05
The Vinyl
18+ 8:00 pm
$10.00 (if you get the ticket from us)

12/10/05
The Warehouse
(we're headlining)
$7.00
all ages 7:00 pm

12/15/05 12/8/05
The Masquerade
all ages
$6.00
7:00 pm

Bre is now in the band as the keyboardist, her name is Valera, Vel for short. i couldnt be happier, unfortunately she wont be playing at The Vinyl. due to the age thing. Hazel has been unable to practice for quite some time, but we should be able to be back practicing relatively soon.. Damn lots of news. We've been in the studio recording "The Drifter" with someone else.. the quality is to die for.. we have yet to finish the project we were working on with Norm. due to financial issues, but we should be back in there in no time.

oh yeah and we got a new site going! its the same one, but now we run it.

http://www.scarletandrogyny.com

oh yes! me and Bre have been together for a year 10/25/04! and of course i couldnt be happier

~Daisy
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behind the scenes [15 Oct 2005|04:59am]
so.. the last show was fucking awesome as far as the performance goes, the music wasnt so hot.. but given the circumstances, i think we pulled it off pretty well.. the crowd didnt seem to mind thats for damn sure. they were fucking awesome and its only gonna get better i assure you.. when you can have a crowd going insane with an unplugged guitar, you know youre doing something right.

so you wanna know what's behind the scenes?

i lost my voice the morning of the show and it still hasnt come back fully..i fucked up big..luckily it didnt go completely out till after the set. some shit happened that was unexpected.. the set-time was off to a great start.. smooth sailing with the first band.. they're called Buzehound.. a friend of mine's band Bobby. they finished pretty early..however the two bands afterwards took forever.. not that they were bad bands.. but their sets were cutting into ours, which was pretty aggravating to say in the least.

we ended up finishing set-up 5 minutes into our set.. we weren't able to fine tune everything (Ivy and i are VERY picky about that), nor get the proper EQ, or an organized stage.. we were all very nervous about our set-time and rushed to finish getting everything ready.. Ginger left the stage to change, and was back before i even knew he was gone, it was time to start the set.

the intro went by pretty smoothly, my nervousness was dying down and was gaining a lot more focus. that was until i turned on my guitar amp to begin the next song. "The Calling" starts off with a domaninant guitar riff, crunch with a grunch type feel..it comes in hard and heavy.. except for this time.. no.. this guitar is the opposite of dominant it sounded like we wanted to bend over and let the world fuck us in the ass.. like this piece of shit EQ did. but thats what happens when you run low on time... you take chances.

after "The Calling" was over we went into "Infidelity" where we realized.. "this was gonna suck" our second amp didnt work out like we planned AT ALL.. so we were stuck with one guitar.. mine, the one Ginger had played like twice in the two weeks of practicing.. and demonstrated his discomfort of playing with a strap too low at practices before by fucking up (many of time). and was the strap good this time? no.. no.. no.. he couldnt see the frets.. and "Infidelity" and "The Drifter" paid the price. As if that werent bad enough.. i had no way of helping him in anyway.. there was only one guitar, which meant.. all of the plans for two went to shit: no bridge for "Infidelity", no double-solo/intro/bridge for "The Drifter", and absolutely no depth to "Canva5" GOOD TIMES! we finally made it to another song for me to play "A Still Life" which guess what? SUCKED royally fucked by yours truly.. my guitar pedal was behind me. i made the mistake of walking to it at the same time Ginger was back there, and we got tangled.. my guitar ended up coming unplugged, by the time i got it plugged back in, i was supposed to be on distortion.. you get the picture.

my last song of the night was "Canva5" and i put what was left of my vocals into the song.. FULLY.. so much that at one point they literally went out completely. i had lots of water.. that i couldnt stop spraying on the crowd and we had glitter that seemed to have kept disappearing.. everytime i would try to pick it up my hair got in the way and i couldnt see where it went.. and by that time it was time to keep singing. so i figured music is more important and i have no idea where the damn thing went. so yeah.. my vocals made it JUST barely for the rest of the song.. and then died afterwards.

the last song of the night was "The Fall" which went really fucking smooth..we did really good especially considering we had just written it a week prior to the show.. that one really gets energy going. fucking awesome.. overall i have to say the night was fucking awesome.. you cant base a band off of one performance and if you do, that's pretty retarded.. people got (less) mediocre music from us than expected, but got a kick ass show.. next time we will be sure to give them both and more.. we're gonna continue to outdo ourselves, play what we love, and kick ass doing it.. shit happens..and when it does, the only thing you can do is move on.. there hasnt been a show yet where i havent heard "aw man! that was the best yet!" and it'll always be that way.. always.

oh yeah.. some other news.. we just got two new beautiful amps, that kick the shit out of anything we've had thus far. and they sound BEAUTIFUL. so hell yes. the next show is gonna rock (any show you make it to)

~Daisy
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hey.. guess who never updates? [24 Sep 2005|01:39pm]
me.. ive been staying places where there is no computer.. now im at hazel's where we are going to practice for the first time in about a month or so.. tis going to rock.

we've been in the studio lately beginning our album.. its going to be so fucking great when we finish it. so yes...

OCTOBER FUCKING 8th OUR SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is going to be incredible, so needless to say i suggest you dont miss it.

we're going to be headlining and its going to fucking rock

the more people you bring, the longer we play.

~Daisy
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[26 Aug 2005|11:26pm]
so a quick update.. i quit Vector. and now im working at Wendy's with my love and amanda.. ive been staying at both of their houses for weeks now.. i have about 2 pairs of clothes.. but its awesome because i get to wake up with my love every morning. so.. yep.

practice tomorrow.. its going to rock!

i love you all.. and will be sure to keep you posted on our next show.. or you can stop being lazy bitches and go to the site.. because its great.

Bre, Ivy, Dahmer, and i went and saw Red Eye tonight.. with the hot actor.. whose name i seem to forget after learning everytime.. like an everlasting one night-stand.. in any case. the movie was fucking awesome.. godamn he's hot..hot..hot..hot..oh yeah and The Skeleton Key was great too.. so apparently the curse of bad movies for me and Bre is ova. must be an anniversary thing.. which it just so happens.. 10 months yestaday! indeed.. and i love her more everyday.

fantastic.

~Daisy

oh yes.. and HIM is coming here in November! fuck yes, Bre and i are going!
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[20 Aug 2005|07:20pm]
THE SITE IS BACK!

biotch

www.scarletandrogyny.net
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back at school [29 Jul 2005|02:43am]
yes. i should be out, im fucking 18. but no, im back once again scooping my own shit. i have 4 more godamn credits to get because the retards at North Cobb gave me a fucking semester where half of the classes i didnt fucking need. *sigh* i hate them.

but anyway, Bre now attends with me. so now it fucking rocks, but i would much rather be out working, saving up for us to move in together.. and all the works. though sometimes you just have to bite the bullet. i've come too far to fuck up now.

in any case, the teachers rock once again. i have a class with my love which is fucking awesome. she's so cute, takes me back to the old days where all we had were wishes and conversation. its funny the way life works out. So yeah, my teachers kick ass and school kicks ass once again. though, i still dont want to be there.. and i get pretty pissed when i think about the fact that i SHOULDNT be there. but! only two more minimesters to go. and i never have to set another foot in a classroom again! good times.

i-ay ove-lay ou-yay

~Daisy

some SA news: our final practice will be on Saturday before the big show.. we're also trying to set something up with The Masquerade..we're nervous, but adrenaline will take care of that one. Unless Ivy fucks up like he always does.. *sigh* why is he still in the band?

lol
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news i found out today [22 Jul 2005|04:49am]
some great news i found out today: Scarlet Androgyny is playing (opening) at The Warehouse (a venue in the back of ponier music on cobb pkwy) on August 6th. If we have the turn-out we did at our June 24th show, then we will be headlining in September.

some horrible news i found out today: Martin, a very talented actor who attended North Cobb has died. Although i wasnt very close to him, i recognized his ability and respected him very much. He had an extraordinary amount of talent that would have taken him far and i feel very bad that the world will never get an opportunity to welcome that.

R.I.P

~Daisy
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halo with no work. [18 Jul 2005|02:30am]
Thursday! me, Betsy, and Ginger went and met Jeff Diehm from The Last Dance! He invited Betsy to go meet him and she wasnt able to go at first.. then she was able to go if we went. FUCK YEAH. it was a great night, he was dressed all nice.. very hot indeed. We were supposed to meet him at the masquerade, but then Betsy wasnt able to get in. So we met him at some bar, but none of us were able to get in there either. So he met us outside and we talked. did i mention he was hot? So anyway Betsy had to be back by midnight and by the time we found the place it was about 11:30.. so needless to say it was time to start heading back. We told Jeff we'd meet him at the masq. after we took her home.

We had nice little conversation to a long ass drive home. After we dropped her off, we got Ginger's car and headed to Steak n Shake. Before i knew it, we were back on the highway, when i realized.. i dont have my license. So back to Ginger's house we went.. Finally we were back on track, with no time to waste. The drive seemed endless, but we were back just in time to say bye to Jeff. We knew it would happen, it was 2:30 and Jeff needed to be somewhere the next day. Same with Ginger, who had to be up at 7:30 AM for work. So we had driven that far to watch the person we were meeting leave. But we decided to go in anyway.

Ginger and i mingled for awhile (and when i say mingle, i mean make fun of everyone who was dancing AKA "mannqeuins in the wind") We were pretty disappointed to find out this is what we drove and paid for. 80's night at the masq. in hell.. boredom! But our night was about to get better. We were talking amongst ourselves and walking out of the bathroom, when all of the sudden who pops up? MIKE! from The Unadored. He was drunk to shit, but at least we had someone to hang with. So we went and talked to him for awhile, mainly about how good it was to see him.. and how bored we would have been. Austin (the drummer) was there as well and we talked some, but not as much. Pretty soon we left the masq with Mike and his gang.

We went to their rehearsel space and hung out for a long ass time, and shared lots of conversation. Mike fucking rocks.. we got his number and plan to talk to him again soon. Ginger was falling asleep, so it was time to go.

We got back at 5:00 or so.. and i ended up driving to my house to catch some sleep. Ginger had a nice two hours im sure. lol. But it was worth it, the night was fucking great.

Friday! I got up at about 4 or so, and talked to my love. JULY 15th! CHARLIE AND THE FUCKING CHOCOLATE FACTORY! fuck yeah we saw it! 8:00 pm, my love, the band, and of course Dahmer. the movie was great as i expected. And after dropping off my baby, i headed off to Hazel's. Ivy and i were to meet up and work on Exquisite Corpse. but instead we ended up getting side-tracked with a cover and played Halo all night with Hazel. good times.

Saturday! Got up at about 1. didnt do anything for awhile.. talked to my love, played a round with Ivy. Then he got online while i worked on a new song called "Canva5" (canvas).. Within no time, i had sparked his interest and we ended up finishing the song in less than an hour. god, i love that song. I've decided to replace "Narcissistic" with it on the album.. (whenever we start that) lol.

Shortly after the song was done, my love walked in the room.. taking my breath away as usual. We let her have a sneak peek at the song (before i fucked up). and she loved it. Then Hazel was finally up and ready.. after Ivy and i had completed a song and played about 3 rounds of Halo.. lol.

We all decided to set up for recording, but we have some problem that we need to deal with. Before we can record, so.. our plans changed to the regular practice. Ginger finally arrived after getting off work and we played "Holiday" over and over.. yes, Green Day. it was a lot of fun.

Then it was time for my love to leave.. which fucking sucked, because her fucking cunt family was at her house. 3 sisters (one being her mother) and a spawn of satan (savannah). She was pissed, but she dealt with it.. and looked forward to the next day.

I got back to Hazel's and Ginger and i took the computer. Spending hours making fun of people mainly, Twiztid. (YOU KNOW YOU CANT BUY YOUR WAY INTO HEAVEN!) hahahahahaha. fun fun. Alex was over there (a kick ass English dude) and Dahmer of course.. they were playing Halo.. and i joined in at about 5:30 am. Then.. it was 8 in the fucking morning, and i had just finished playing the last round. it was great.

Twas about 2ish when i woke up and talked to my love. We were all getting ready to leave, but not before 3 more rounds of Halo. See.. most people consider a part with SEX! DRUGS! and ROCK AND ROLL! but not us, we're losers.. we play Halo and eat whatever takes the shortest amount of time. Anyway..we helped clean the place and i was out at about 4:30.. got to Bre's and stayed there. her mom made nice with me.. i guess i caught her good personality today.. whatever. so i ended up staying which was great. Bre and i watched Shark Tale (good movie) and ate shrimp which made her sick and prevented me from staying the night, which sucked. but im at Dahmer's now.. and im gonna go!

hope to enjoyed the endless post
till next time!

~Daisy

oh yeah! we have a show sometime in September at The Warehouse.. im getting the details tomorrow.. and will be sure to post them!
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back once again [11 Jul 2005|02:46pm]
hello all..im sitting here at stephanie's luckily she's not here. im with my love.. great times. i love you baby :)

Bre is able to go to night school now, which indirectly has resulted in me never speaking to her mom ever again. so this should create an interesting turn of events. the only thing that matters is Bre and i will be together for always.. and when we get married, her mother surely will not be there.

good times.

my job has proved to be kick ass. my managers fucking rock and i made three sales over the weekend. not bad for my first time, 3/5. and im looking to set up appointments throughout the week.. hopefully i can sell.

Ginger has also gotten a job there as well, so thats awesome. and when we get into a comfortable schedule with our jobs we will be able to work around them with practices and gigs and what-not.

hopefully we'll get really good, and we'll use this money not only for what we need, but for the band as well. so you never know how it'll work out. i have my hopes high in any case. currently we have been trying to put a press-kit together for some gigs.. so expect that to happen with the next couple of months.

all of the shows will be posted on here, and you motherfuckers better make it.

i love you BRE!
~Daisy
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Exquisite Corpse! [07 Jul 2005|11:49pm]
new Ginger song!!!!!

www.soundclick.com/scarletandrogyny

expected to be edited, so keep checking for the final copy!

~Daisy
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yo. [06 Jul 2005|01:42am]
so im sitting here at Bill's with this motherfucker behind me once again.. i told myself i would go to sleep pretty early.. to sort of adjust to my work schedule.. but here i am with this bitchy bitch waiting for his godamn phone to charge. yes.. annoying.. and the worst part about it, is that Taco Bell is NOT open. no crunchwrap. practice is a go tomorrow. god times. yes god indeed. fucker.. im pretty tired but i have to drive soon.. and i dont feel like sleeping. im getting up at 8 AM tomorrow so this should be fun.

so today.. i went out with my mom, shared some great conversation.. she ended up spending lots of money on me which was the last thing i wanted to happen. but something told me she would. she likes to know that im fine, and she likes to be the one who keeps me that way. My love went with me, and we went shopping for some office clothes and got my tags replaced. oh, i got lots of lame attire.. but i love it all the same because everytime i wear those clothes i'll be making money. i truly am a drifter, i havent been home in weeks and im wearing the same pants i wore at the show, pretty sick.. but i keep myself clean, and i dont really wear clothes around the only one who it really would matter to anyway. so it's a win/win (and no we're not having sex). im wearing Dahmer's shirt too. he's the best.

to move on with the day. Ivy came by, i never really realized how much i missed him till i saw him again.. i cant wait to see Hazel. it's very weird going from extensive obligation to sporadic coincidence. i didnt mean to be so distant from the band this week because i love hanging out with all of them.. i have just had a lot of shit going on. friendship is what makes us, and if we didnt have that then there would really be no band. Went to The Warehouse to check up on some shit, Joe wasnt there once again...so i was stuck talking to the same careless employee(s) about the same damn shit. Though, Bre did get to see it and we got to drive in the storm which made the trip worthwhile.

something interesting happened later in the night.. Bre received a call from Joey for chit-chat and the "small talk" which makes me skeptical, but whatever.

i got to spend the night with permission at Bre's yesterday.. and i couldnt sleep, i was still awake by the time her mom got up for work.. so was Bre. cutie. i was very happy that her mom let me do that, very cool on her part. However, im really getting sick of the way she treats idea of Polaris.. i know exactly where Bre is coming from, her mom doesnt. And as much as she thinks she does, it's not the same and it always goes back to where it fucking started. i dont want her going to dayschool. i know the difference I can make the comparisons, ive been on both sides of the fence. No one in day-school gives a shit nor does a damn thing to stop what could have been prevented, whether it be a fight, whether it be some cunt who couldnt keep her legs closed, or some motherfucker who thinks he's hot shit because he knows where his dad keeps his gun. Nope, not until someone takes it "too far" and comes to school and blows it away. Then its all about uniting, coming together to stop the violence. But as soon as its safe and someone stirs the shit again, it all starts itself over.. Everyone's to blame. I'm to blame, youre to blame.. because no one will change a damn thing.. we just runaway and look to the future with no second thought of maybe there not being one to look forward to, because we dont stand up, because we dont help. We dont want to get too personal.. we cant help what doesnt apply to us.. because we cant care. Though, im trying my best and what im doing is selfish, but it's all i really care about, and maybe that makes me a hypocrite.. but im a hypocrite who has found an escape who has helped all he has wanted. But it doesnt matter how much we talk, it wont make a difference everyone knows this..We could go in with a squirt gun of our own blood from our wounds and only grab the attention of a fourth of the crowd. They have to change themselves, they have to see for themselves, they have to be the one's pulling the trigger of the squirt gun. They have to be the one's wounded, and they have to be the one's continuing the cycle of screaming to a deaf audience. public education has hit its peak of corruption, where people can get away with shooting up their school by taking their own lives in the process.

This is not somewhere i would want my fiancee` to be. And i will do everything i possibly can to stop her from going.

~Daisy
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ANOTHER UPDATE! [04 Jul 2005|12:15am]
that was a retarded post.

im going to start updating on here a lot more.. with weekly updates on the band and things in my life and what-not.. maybe not so much about my life, but im most definitely about the band. so keep checking up.

currently we've been trying to get our site back up and running but our webmaster right now is unable to get online.. and get back to us.. but we love him, so we're willing to wait however long. as soon as he gets back to us, the site will be back up.

we're also trying to get something started at a place called "The Warehouse" so a show may be coming up soon as well. Im going to be running by there to check the progress on that within the next couple of days.

our next practice looks like its going to be on wednesday (sounding like a weatherman). and we're planning on recording 1 or 2 of Ginger's songs. As well as a new recording of "Desire for Desire`" and possibly "I touch.." Anyway, after his song(s) are recorded, we're going to put together a press-kit and start sending it out to local venues.

oh yes and go bug Ginger! http://www.livejournal.com/users/gxscarletta

~Daisy
infidelity

We miss you two fuckheads! (Hazel and Ivy) [02 Jul 2005|03:04am]
Hello everyone, long time no talk.. i think, i dont know.. im not paying attention to the dates really. Im sitting here with Ginger over my shoulder who is doing some weird thing with his arms.. and now he has legged propped on the desk of Dahmer's, who of which we are spending the night with. Dumb fuck, now he has two legs propped.. lazy bastard.

We just looked at apartments and thats about it. We couldnt really fit porn into our schedule tonight. (JOKING FATTY!) Anyway, I got a job, a real one.. i have to dress up and sell knives. So any of you serial killers (918 above Ginger).. i got the hook up, nigga. But all is well and i start my job on thursday working full-time, with customer services and sales. GOOD FUCKING TIMES. im going to make the best i can out of this. I know what it's like on the otherside, to be someone to stoop to the level of something even you know youre better than. Im not one for confidence or any of that jazz, but ive got a legal right to work in the U.S., and i'll be damned if im going to work with an entire staff that doesnt.

i love my Brittany, i took care of her today. She was sick and i felt so helpless, but i called my mom and she made everything okay. I cant wait to see my mom again, i get to see her on tuesday and we're going shopping for buisness attire. Yep, it's an office job. I remember back when i was hesitant to leave the state for a week, because i had never been away from her for that long. Now here i am, with barely any place to call my home (other than Bre's arms), and i dont speak to my mom for weeks on-end. Though, i plan to maintain some organization for my life and i wont be so distant (from my mom that is).

I havent updated like this in forever. My thoughts, my life expressed on a blank screen with tales of memory and sometimes the wishful thinking of the way it used to be. I knew it from the beginning that this responsiblity of mine required sacrifice, and the lifestyle i chose would force promises to be broken, but that's just the way it has to be sometimes. The completed puzzle will continue to undo itself, and i'll be sure to record and express it through every vein in my body.

The sad part about it all is i can find no regret. Because i know a new picture will form, my dream. And this is the only puzzle i know how to complete. This is the only way i can live. Whether i make millions or pennies, i told Bre this marketing job is going to be everything, and if it isnt what i think it is, i will make it what i thought it was. And everything will be beautiful because i'll be damned if creating music ever becomes work or a dream ever becomes a job.

I love all of you and it's hard for my eyes not to water when i realize all that i have. When i realize that people are actually listening and that they care.

and the best part of it all, it only gets better.

~Daisy

OH YEAH! i almost forgot, me and my baby found a kitten. We named it Xya (Mya with a Z) and Ginger and i took it in, and have given it a great home. She's going to be so spoiled!

Though, Ginger's not going to get to see her again if he doesnt get his godamn feet off of the fucking desk, dick.
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[26 Jun 2005|12:05am]
scarlet (skärlt)

adj.

1. Of a strong to vivid red or reddish orange.
2. Flagrantly immoral or unchaste: scarlet thoughts.

an·drog·y·ny (n-drj-n)
n.

1. Female pseudohermaphroditism.
2. The condition of having both masculine and feminine characteristics, as in appearance, attitude, or behavior.

Holy shit we couldn't have asked for a better crowd!!!! I love all of you, you made the night. and it was fun as hell. someone stole my "Lord" *clears throat* SARAH, shirt that i took off during the lord's prayer in "Dear Mr", more power to you, enjoy the souvenier. Good times.

My old best friend from 3rd grade Marrissa was there, it was awesome.. i got to embarrass the hell out of her. My love was up front, and she played the keys for "Dear Mr." might i add, she did amazing.

Ginger was perfect, Ivy did wonderful, and Hazel was awesome.. We seriously couldn't have dreamt of a better show. Even the flaws made it more fun. I just wish the fucking sun would have gone down faster and that we could have found the godamn switch to the light "backstage."

but oh well. The crowd was great, the music was great. Everything was awesome.

I thank all of you who made it and those who wanted to be there. And i also thank my baby and Amy for doing an amazing job with their parts. Sorry your vocals werent louder Amy, but we will be sure to have you louder than the drums next time!

As soon as we record Ginger onto the demo, we will start our promotion/distribution, and hopefully a local tour.

*a toast* for many shows to come, and may all of the same people be there.

Cheers!

~Daisy

by the way, yesterday was me and Bre's 8 month anniversary.. Happy Anniversary baby!!!
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[24 Jun 2005|03:42pm]
this show is going to fucking rock.

though, allergies dont really help.

hope to see all of you there!

~Daisy
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this should be fun.. watch this. [09 Jun 2005|01:32am]
"so i told him to suck my dick"

add this on the end of everything that you say.. it's quite funny.

special.

~Daisy

look for flyers motherfuckers.
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